Monday, January 09, 2006

numbness.

slept at abt 1am last night. morning, i dragged myself to sch. fell so slpy. felt like collapsing. my eyes couldn't open big. PE, took height & weight. finally, i'm 160cm! haha. luckily, my weight still remains at 47. hees. played captain's ball. nice! very long time din play lerhs. lessons ended at 2.30pm. bio was the last lesson. her boy is alr 7 months old! a big tummy lehs. her weight increase 15 Kg but her boy only weighs 1.7Kg. after sch, went for CO. late for CO cos' the canteen dun have things to eat so have to kinda cook bahs. teacher's not here. waste time there talking. Evan get her wrist. very deep. i saw the cuts. reminiscing the past. i became afraid. i nearly lost my life last time when i slashed my wrist cos' it's near my veins. just a few mm away. anyway, took bus to interchange. saw Wei Hong. he was going home but his mum called and told him to eat dinner himself. so he went to find me asking me if i wanna eat norhs. i just go norhs. went to foodcourt to eat lo. chat abt he's 3 months course in NAFA. then, drank bubble tea. he treat me drink. acc me to wait for bus. the chocolate milk tea was awful. ewww. he tested it oso. he also agreed. lols. on the bus, thinking of the past. it makes my feeling down. i reached home. i saw my kor's shoes which looks like my dad's. without a 2nd thought, i thought dad is back home. i was happy. but suddenly i realised it's my kor's shoes. aix. i miss dad.

hmm. realised i'm having difficulty hearing. i could hardly hear ppl talking in class. is like there's something blocking my ear. maybe it's due to my flu bahs. hopefully it'll be okay after i recover from my flu.